my heart is going through an emotional roller-coaster.
first thing,im gettin reli reli sick and tired of people making rumours and stating untrue statements about me.i mean seriously,its gettin on my nerve.you people dont know the truth or anything bout my life now so stop it.do you know it hurts so fcuking much when i get to know about all these rumours?especially when its not true.
secondly,nobody's perfect.everyone makes mistakes but why must MINE be highlighted so much to certain others?why must it always be me in the wrong while im the right party.should i fight for my right?or should i just let all these people step over my head and act like nothing happen?people arnd do advise me saying..
"
buat bodoh je yana.mulut org.kau tk boleh buat pape..biar."but argh.
stop it pls.
k now back to my updates..
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valentine's day.i wasnt really looking foward for this day because im working and furthermore i dont fancy V's day.
dont ask me why.supposed to plan a girly get together with my gf's but hell no.i cant make it because im working.but surprisingly after work,a friend of mine texted me saying whether i can grab a bite with him after work at esplanade.after several complaints that im reli tired,i DID make my way to esplanade.on that night,every women,ladies,girls around me was caught carrying a bouquet/stalk of flower/s.it was definately not a pleasing sight for me.haha.
my friend bought me a burger and we sat down at esplanade to just talk and chat.
just a short meet-up session since im pretty tired from work already.
a msg from him when im in the bus on my way home..
"yana,many people are celebrating valentines day but their's are nothing compared to mine coz i spent it with you.hope u had a great time.sorry to drag you all the way here thou.maybe its too casual and simple but to me i had one of my beautiful moments with you tonight.thanks to you.happy valentine's day.."i should apologise because i did not reply this message when i received it.sorry ya.
penat banget daa~
but anyway,thank you for the cute bear,sweet card and the SUNGGUH FAV SEKALI-dat box of chocolates. =)
and to fadil,thanks once again for that nicely wrapped box and that cute tin of famous amos cookies that you gave it to me on the night we had our dinner at fish & co.i cant stop munching on them.u so gona make me fat. *grins*
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